-
All the Small Things
I’ve entered a quiet hole. Maybe the first time things have slowed down since the tornado hit as the new year began. Is it really nearly June? Where did the year ago? You’d think when you stop working that it is all lying down and Netflix but secondary cancer is like being caught in the…
-
Cherry Tree
The cherry tree in our back garden is dying. I am not sure why this has upset me so much. As Spring came late and summer came early I waited patiently for a sign of its first buds to show. When the pigeons alighted to chew on the fresh buds around late April I chased…
-
The Way We Were
My heart has been so full the past few days I have hardly been able to write. The Cambridge reunion was…everything it should have been in glorious technicolour. Fond, foolish, free, fucking fabulous and all the fs. It started with a message from my friend Adam in December before I received my diagnosis. There’s something…
-
My Beating Heart
Hello. It’s been a while. How’s your heart?Mine has been…very full these past few days. Isn’t the heart amazing? Here’s a little video of mine yesterday at an echocardiogram. I don’t think I have ever seen my heart before and I was fascinated. Look at it hammering away, going about its business. This tiny engine…
-
All Quiet on the Western Front
Is it ok to write when nothing much is happening? I suppose so. Finally a week with almost nothing in particular to do. A few days without too much drama is a good thing. Mind you, after a fairly adrenalised few months I realise that my version of ‘quiet’ has changed. Still two days at…
A blog for people living with secondary cancer
Breathe 