Hello. It’s been a while. How’s your heart?Mine has been…very full these past few days. Isn’t the heart amazing? Here’s a little video of mine yesterday at an echocardiogram. I don’t think I have ever seen my heart before and I was fascinated. Look at it hammering away, going about its business. This tiny engine…

Is it ok to write when nothing much is happening? I suppose so. Finally a week with almost nothing in particular to do. A few days without too much drama is a good thing. Mind you, after a fairly adrenalised few months I realise that my version of ‘quiet’ has changed. Still two days at…

Why is it always 3-4am? I wake up feeling like the night must be over. Like it’s time to get up or start thinking. 4am is the most dangerous time to start death googling so I’m writing to you instead Dear Reader. I know everything I need to know right now. Any further lines of…

Hmm orange and pink don’t totally go do they but today I am summoning the sunshine. It’s been a beautiful day but a rough one for side effects. Day four of the drugs and I’m tolerating them pretty well but I think it started to get tougher today. It feels like I am balancing on…